diana's blog

I have changed a lot since i was a little kid. Over the years my mindset has changed plenty of times and I've matured to the person i am today. A time when my mindset completely changed was about a year ago when me and my friend were talking about some deep stuff while getting high, and i remember she told me something that completely blew my mind. She told me that if you think about it, there are millions of billions of stories being made as we speak, everyone is living their life and experiencing different perspectives of the world. before this i was in my own little bubble, like i thought this is my life, MY world, and these people are MY people that are in MY life, everything was about me, and my feelings. But after that day i could never go back to thinking that way, I started seeing people as human beings, also i started having a lot of anxiety because i would overthink a situation when putting myself in the shoes of others. Overall, i don't think i am the same person i w

I think escaping danger by fleeing, is a reasonable act only when you are sure that you can't get out of the situation. Sometimes, instead of fleeing, you should defend yourself. but only if you know you can be defended.

I think teaching someone else to do something is easier than perfecting something yourself. if you know what needs to be done to learn that certain thing than you just have to guide them through it, but when you are trying to learn something it is more difficult because it can result in a fight within yourself.

I get curious when i dont know the outcome to something that has billions of possibilities. For example, i asked myself what would happen if i put a fork in an outlet,well theres alot of possibilities in my mind of what can happen and as more and more questions come up the more i get curious and the more i want to proceed doing it.

I think my nephews make my day meaningful, since i take care of them basically all day, we need some kinda of distraction or ways to make the day unique. Some days are more fun then others but i always try to do little activities with them to change it up a bit. Thats really how i keep track of what day it is, by looking back and remembering the things I did the day before.

Today we read about how Montag, with Faber in his ear, gets to the firehouse, where Beatty harasses him until the alarm bell rings. The firemen gear up and tear into the night streets-- and when they arrive at their destination, Montag realizes that they've pulled up in front of his house. I think it was worth reading the books because he is really passionate about learning and knowing what books are for.