MARCH 23 JOURNAL

When i hear the word "future" i usually freak out. Not because i know whats going to happen but because there are so many possibilities of things that can go wrong in the "future". Sometimes i think I'm a bit paranoid about these things and realize that anything that goes down was meant to go down. There's no way to stop it, it's inevitable, that's when my anxiety goes down and i stop worrying about what can go wrong. Overall though, the future brings anxiety and anxiety brings madness.

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